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Monday, 14 July 2008

  • | Everything. |

    | I'll wake up tommorow with what was left of the night before in my hands. Two dollars and a pretty picture of a day that ended too soon. I'll wake up tommorow wanting everything to be okay, but it just doesn't want to stay. From the glassy milk dripping off the counter to the dust collecting inside my jacket, it all goes somewhere. We just don't know where.  I'll wake up tommorow and everything will be okay. No more late night calls or last minute trips to empty dream-malls.  No more roaming through halls with no end, just doors. I'll make everything mine, not yours. So that in the end everything amounts to something; and its not a plea to be by myself, but a precaution for future happiness, mine and yours. It's not me that I'm looking out for and its not the empty cup made from my hands that needs to be filled. Honestly, nothing means nothing when you've gained your losses back. Nothing means nothing when you've burned every thought in the heat of the your memories past. Nothing means anything when you've lost everything. I wont push myself from the cliff of my own life, or leave you in a metaphorical paradox. There is no curse so there is no luck, and if there is no luck, then there is no karma. Everythings here, all thats' left is redemption. So, I'll wake up tommorow and everything will be okay. |

Monday, 09 June 2008

  • The Underground

    | beyond all your hopes, thoughts, and truths is where you are free to be anything that you really want to be, breathe your innocence, hopeless one winged fish you'll do nothing but swim in circles till you drown in the mess you've made, [thebabiesdontsleepthisgood] if i could come with everything i ever came across i would have a treasurebox full of material possesions that possess me, beyond everything, past the white hall with the dirty walls, past the old man in his rocking chair with a cigar in his mouth, past the old boy who doesn't dance like he used to, past the 70's,80's,and90's into the illusions of the revolutions of the evolutions of the discontent soul, i've been kissed by the lips of sleep again, I'm tranced by the mediating raindrops that hold me so close to all my hopes thoughts and truths where im free to be anything that i really want to be, Mr sandman came to me and brought me a dream and so i paid him back in love for the sleep that hes brought to a restless boy, one7 year old boy your so cruel to your surroundings, [iloveyou] do you ever wake up in the middle of your awakening and realize that maybe today you just didnt want to get up, and actually laid back down to sink into your bed into that far off world where you are free to be anything that you want to be, drift into the underground dear, and let your soul take hold of what you cant, the freedom to be anywhere, whenever you please, is a privilege, not a desire. |

Saturday, 29 March 2008

  • | Shootstarsnotdrugs. |

    | i'm everything you want me to be, the stereotypes in your heart, the mumbling under your breath, make me, "me", hold me close to your radio and in the morning release me like a corporate fish into the mainstream, im a bloody heart throb, the negative image we all would love to be, the image that no one can make out, i am the dirt beneathe your fingertips and the sand in your teeth, the gears that grind in your broken toy car that no longer takes you anywhere but to your dreams and back, box car bed; blind my face with your shutters that open and close capturing a piece of my youth, thats just one piece, not to be mistaken for "botox life"; i wont miss anyone cause im too busy experimenting with drugs and tripping out being mad over the gossip, stained glass eyes of the dolls, parcels-in-innocence; "kiss me, feel me, destroy me", put myself back into myself, scratch my fingernails with your paint, break my brain for the lost and potential insane; i built "me" to be "me" and by days upon days i will become you; you horrible runaway spirit breakertaker, you give me back whats rightfully mine so that i can be whole!, helphelphelp, put my shades on go down into the basement and trip into another lifetime, one thats not so bad, away from the shutters and open wounds, one thats far from what you want it to be, i have everything that i need yet i want more, i want more, i want more, i want more, i want your best, i have your worst, i am your worst, the very bottom of the rock, im gonna break even, symmetry in the crooked teeth, i am your shining bio-life, bring me to peace, bring me to peace, mother dear am i home now. |

Friday, 22 February 2008

Sunday, 30 September 2007

  • | shuttercast. |

    | opening an envelope with a rusted voice, messages unfurled, like a persian rug, decorated and pretty, i sit for awhile, and i turn to notice that this rug speaks back, the night is long and cold much like my life, i am discontent with the ignorance and arrogance in the warm core of averages, blaming everything on someone else and not taking ones share in what they hold, we are the riders of a failing system, crashing to grateful oblivion, clothed in our selfishness, where am i in the coils of time, slowly unwinding, this vivid landscape holds true to itself in the grudges of your own past, do you even see, what is wrong with you, the sundial works through the moonlight, and maybe we will go back in time as the sun rises up after its long rest, you suffocate in your self-induced lies, faintly smiling, and then, ill pass you by, with a certain disreguard, as if you were a stumped tree, branching off into the world with no purpose, indulge, soak, sift, drift, cry, break, messages to all of you, with your rusted voices, come back home, and leave your pasts, as they will end us, and join me in this starfilled navy night, where even i can smile honestly, i promise its safe, the moon winks at me, and there is disbelief even yet in his lonely smile that comes every once so often, the snowflakes dance upon the young lady's glove, melting in the break of innocence, she whispers in my ear, Goodnight gentle child, for what dreams are there when your eyes havent rested. |  

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